When Did you Discover Your Feminine Side?

How old were you when you realized that you wanted to express your feminine side?

For myself, I grew up not thinking about gender at all. I was a boy, then a teen age boy and then a young male adult. Around the age of 16 I had typical teenage dates with girls and eventually as a young adult, I began my sexual life as well.

I was shy during those years and often described as “gentle” man, but there was no real thought of having breasts or otherwise feminizing myself – except in my fantasy life. The fantasy life a man has between dates and when the wife is away for a while. Then I found myself gravitating to fantasies about being a woman with special mental interests with the breasts…

But this was all fantasy and was not expressed or pursued in my real life. It was not until I had reached my early 50’s and discovered that a man can actually grow breasts that I suddenly found within myself that I had a real desire to feminize myself. Submerged deep in my subconscious and only acknowledged in fantasies, I wanted to have breasts and from time to time be a woman…

While I still have my male heterosexual lifestyle, I have become more complete as my fantasy of having breast has become a reality…